Sunday, September 28, 2008

A little breather

No, it's not a busy period for me.

Or rather, I'm getting a little break now that 2E5 and 3T1 are having their end of year examinations and the prelims are over for the sec 4s.


So it seems that my marking of the prelim exam papers are over.
The exam papers didn't smile at them AT ALL.
In fact, most of them deteriorated and they didn't seem at all worried.
Goodness gracious!

However, one of the classes improved and though they didn't improved by leaps and bounds but they did improve.

Like I told them in class, I told them that though I'm glad to see their improvements but it's not enough for me to feel secure that they can do well in their O-levels.
I don't expect them to do well for me.
I want them to do well for themselves.
But how else can I help them except to be there for them when they need that little helping hand.


It's strange to think how complex human relationships can be.


Last week, I celebrated my 5th year wedding anniversary with my hubby.
It's been 5 years.
Sometimes, when I think back of the times we spent together, I still find it amazing that we've spent 5 years together as husband and wife.
No doubt we've our shares of arguments and disagreements but on hindsight, it's always due to the way we show our concern for each other.
Probably, overly-concerned hinging on paranoia.

My hubby has been a great husband.
He's thoughtful in his own little ways and always put the family first before anything else.
He has his fair share of flaws and I'm sure I do as well.
However, he often turn a blind eye to my flaws and accept me for who I am.

We celebrated our anniversary in a simple way with dinner and drinks.
Simple and yet something that we both appreciate very much.
Eversince Raine is born, we seldom get a night out without her.
So even simple things like dinner and drinks seem extremely rare and special.

Today, I'm blessed with my family, my friends and a healthy body.

Raine is growing up day by day and I'm etching her growing up process deeply in my heart.
She's learning fast and her latest craze is to roar at others.
Her confidence to take her baby steps is growing and I'm still waiting for the day where she can confidently stand up and take her first few steps into her toddler year.
She's now a mischievous little imp and her funny antics never fail to brighten up my days.
I can't wait for her to grow up and call me 'mummy'.
Now she's just blabbering away with words that just doesn't make sense.
But I'm starting to realise that they're now of different intonations and pitches.


Her hair is a constant worry of mine.
Brought her to the hairdresser finally few weeks back and it was a disaster.
She started crying the moment the hairdresser laid the scissors on her hair.
She didn't stop till the hairdresser was done.
By the time the hairdresser was done, her face was covered with a mixture of hair and tears.
That was indeed a very teary hairy situation.
Gotta coax her with her favourite ride on Barney before she put the whole hair cutting episode behind and started smiling again.
So how did the haircut look?
Well, nothing much changed except that her fringe is now shorter.
Wasted $20! What's worse was the hairdresser.
She looked like a total ah lian and stunk of ciggies.
Sigh!
I swear I'm never going back there ever again!

I'm still deciding what kinda celebration I should have for Raine.
It's afterall her first birthday party!
But I figured she's too young to enjoy anything and the only people that'll appreciate the whole celebration will be the adults.
How?
This is such a tough decision.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Long Overdue

So....it's been a while huh.
Haha!
Exam papers setting was waaay too long ago.
Holidays came and left.
Week 1 is halfway through and I still feel a bit dazed.
And what have I been up to?!
Seriously, I was busy.
Ya ya, everyone's busy!
"But I can blog when I'm busy and you cannot."
AH HA! I know that's what you're thinking!
However, that's where you are wrong!
I'm busily being busy so you can't blame me.

Let's see.

Before the holidays, I had to prepare for the Teachers' Day concert.
Intensive preparations ok!
But I was glad that it all turned out well and I have everyone to thank for.
And after concert was over, being sooooo soooo popular, I had to say hi to many many pupils.

4E1 2006, I am very glad to still see so many of you.
It's been 2 years and trust me, you guys still hold a special place in my very big heart.
I know I mentioned that I'll blog about you guys, I will, I will.
Later la ok? I have to do alot of updates you know.

Ok back to what I was typing.
So after saying hi to many many pupils, I had to rush off for my Teachers' Day lunch.
Alright, maybe saying hi to many many pupils was a bit of an overstatement.
Cos most of them were actually rushing off to go home and I was rushing back to the staff room.
They were in my way and so I kept saying hi to shoo them away from my path.

Then the holidays came!
Yooohooo!

The whole holiday was spent with my little princess.
Had to take care of her for the whole week as nanny was away on a holiday.
I enjoyed myself tremendously as I really get to see her every of my waking moment.
(She appears in my dreams sometimes as well, so it's not only every waking moment.)


I'm really proud of the progress that princess has made so far.
She's now starting to develop her own character and has started throwing her princess tantrums.
She's learning to understand simple instructions like, 'come here', 'clap hands', 'bye bye' and so on accompanied with actions.
I always love to sing 'When you're happy' cos she'll always get so excited and clap along when I sing that tune.

She's also starting to learn to walk.
Though she can always walk successfully without support on the bed, she's still not confident enough to do so when I put her on the floor.
She'll eventually end up crawling.
But she loves it when we hold her hands while she waddle her little diapered butt around.


Physically, she now has a total of 4 pearlies!
Well done!
And she loves biting my finger with them.
Trust me, it hurts.
So you see, sacrifices of a mummy.

Her hair is still standing even though most of them are starting to fall back into place.
Been wanting to bring her for a haircut but I just keep telling myself to wait till all her hair looks normal before I do that.
Haha!
But I wonder when will that be.
Each time I look at my little princess, I think to myself that my little princess actually doesn't really look like a little princess.
She's more like a little prince actually.
But I'm very sure with all the pink clothes that she have, she'll have no problem transforming into a princess soon.

I love spending my time with her.
Watching her grow gives me immense satisfaction.
I always like going through her photos when she was just born and compare her to now.
She's grown so much!
No wonder others always says that baby's first year is always a year of transformations.

I'm now planning her 1 year old party.
She's gonna be one!
Oh gosh, how time flies.

By then, another batch of secondary 4s will be graduating.

Mr Exam Paper, did you smile at them?
They probably didn't think your smile was wide enough.
Cos I'm definitely not smiling when I was marking their papers.
Disappointment yet again.
Oh well, like how they always love to say.
I love you Raine Raine.


I don't feel like going on anymore.
It's gonna be 11pm and it's bed time.
My dark circles are getting darker and I think I'm looking more and more like the Olympics mascots.
My eyebags are bigger than the trash bag.
Oh and trash bags are black.
Gosh, I think my eyes are looking like trash bags.


By the way, I posted a challenge to 2E5.
Told them that I wanted them to be the model class.
I'll find out tomorrow.
I couldn't help laughing when I told them this just now.
And worst, they laughed along with me.


Sigh.
Oh well....